Last Day @ June

My last day of June,

was full of stress and emo.... :(

Seriously,

I'm not satisfy with my life now!!
What I expected,

I didn't get it at all!!

What the.... =="'

June,

is actually a new beginning to me..

But then,

what I feel is,

June was the started of assignments @@

It was killing me!!!

But I know,

no matter how much I hate it,

I have to get used of it!

This is the road I choose myself..

Maybe I'm the one who stressed myself?!

Yes? No?

I need to relax!!

I need to shout out!!

Bring me out :'(

你们♥

26.06.2011 [星期日]



很喜欢跟你们在一起的感觉

很轻松

很开心

因为..
在你们的面前
我总是能毫无顾虑的
做真正的自己 ♥

倪安東 ^^

Anthony,
I MET YOU!! :D
You're just in front of me!!

I love your voice so muchieee!! ^^
It was so awesome!
And and and..
I like the way you sing too!

So touched...

Wheeee ♥

Sorry that I Loved You =)

局外人？！ :((

局外人
這三個字
好諷刺
更諷刺的是
沒想到那個人
會是..
我

不喜歡有這樣的感覺
不喜歡有這樣的想法
不喜歡有這樣的情況
可是偏偏
它就是發生了
發生在
我身上了...

有些事情
我沒說
不代表我不在意
有些事情
我沒提
不代表我不在乎
或許你們
還真的不懂我

在你們看來
我就像個局外人
在圈圈的外面
靜靜的聽著你們說
看你們大笑
而我
就像是一個可有可無的人
你們知道
這樣的感覺
很難受么

或許你們沒發覺
或許你們覺得沒什麼
但在我看來
我被擠出門外了

這樣的我
還能做些什麽呢

唉
也不想多說了
既然參不進你們的世界
那就當作是我自己的問題唄
或許
我不是那個世界的人 :)

曾經有一度

我失落、沮喪得想放棄

想放棄眼前的一切

朝另一個方向走出

但我知道

既然我做了選擇

我就要走下去

不管有多么困難

我相信

我是可以的

加油 :D

i-city ❤

22.06.2011 [Wed]


Although our purpose to i-city was to take pic for our group assignments,
but it just seems like,
we went play, more than work! xD

Actually,
I really ❤ the feel that we worked and played together!
You guys were damn funny and made us laugh all the times!

But since,
something happened between us,
all of these gonna disappear soon...

Seriously,
when I look back the pictures,
I damn miss the momentssssssss :))

Memories, you made me smile :)

BUSY Week @@

Another busy week for me!

Oh my goshhhh T^T

Assignments, presentations, essays..

coming non-stop!
With a limited time,

have to rush and rush for it :((

Can I say NO to all of these?!

And,

I really didn't get what was I expected for college..

How come like this?!

I feel so stress now!!!

Am I did a wrong decision? :(

决定了

决定了

为自己的生活做出改变

我不要再一直这样下去

这样的生活

不是我要的

我要的生活

不是这样

我知道

我需要做一些东西

牺牲一些什么

才会得到我想要的

但，

我敢去闯！

只要是为了我自己

我的家人

现在的我

需要时间

去完成这一切

可惜

现在我最缺的

就是时间 /.\

看来

我该好好

学学时间管理了...

我相信

我

刘晓菁

不会一直都是这样生活下去

我会为自己闯出一片天

让那些瞧不起我的人

看到成功的我

AWESOME NIGHT♥ ♥ ♥

18.06.2011 [Sat]

SMK Seri Kembangan Malam Bakat,

it was an awesome night to me!

After tonight,

I just realized that,

SK,

is full of talented people!!

Oh yeaa!
You guys really awesome!

Your performance made me shocked!!

I ♥ it so muchhhhh :))

Keep it on!

You guys can make a different in your life!! ^^

Yamcha timeeee :D

16.06.2011 [Thurs]

Yamcha,

it's time to chit chat non-stop!! xD

And dear,

your birthday is coming soon!!

It's the time for us to celebrate with you♥♥

I knew you get the surprised!

Hahahaa xD
YES!
We're SUCCEED!! ^^

Hope you enjoyed & liked it ohhh :))

Friends Forever!!

New Lappieeee ♥

16.06.2011 [Thurs]

I get my own LAPTOP today!!
Wheee ♥
FINALLY!!!! :D


It will be with me in coming two and a half year!
and..
it was FREE!!
muahahaa xD


Lappie lappie..
YOU're MINE now!!
Hohohooo ^^

*My bro seems like more happy than me :P*

TIRED!!!!

14.06.2011 [Tues]

Arghhh!!!
What a tiring day to me?! :(

I spent a whole day outside,

with the stupid mass com class ==
and the discussion of group presentation!!

Luckily,

the discussion work out something at least ><

and we've a lot of fun there also :D
LOL

Presentation, DONE!!!!

My 1st individual presentation,

DONE! :)
Phewwww~~~

The night before the presentation,

My mind keep thinking about it!!

Seriously, I can't sleep well! :((

Aww~~

I stressed myself!

DAMN HATE this feel!! T__T

Luckily,

I remember all the points that I need to present!

But,
I spoke too fast larr!!

I'll try to slowwwww down next time ><

Presentations are coming NON-STOP!!!

Oh my goshhhh :'(

意外 /.\

意外
总爱在我们不留意时
突然来袭...

本来就只是普通的一天
放学了 就回家
但是意外
往往都让人意想不到...

当我们要转过去另一条lane的时候
就看到旁边那辆车本来都要过完了的
但是不懂做么
古突然踩不及刹车
就这样
撞到人家的后车门
BANG的一声
我自己都吓到了 O.O

撞上去的那一刻
我有呆了下下
就想到
【蛤？酱都撞到阿】=="'
真的没有驾很快
可是还是撞了 @@

过后就把车停在路边
下车看看车伤得怎样
人家的车 就后车门扁了进去
古的车 前面的车门开不到+车灯爆了+车头扁了进去
很明显 古的车比较伤咯 /.\

然后就一直打电话找人求救
因为我们根本就
不懂要怎样赔偿
要赔多少才够
我知道 是我们错 T^T
对方是uncle 也算蛮好人的啦
至少不是路霸 ><

等到差不多7点多
古的老豆来了
我的老豆也来了
跟那个uncle谈好了
就ok了 =) 还好
他没有要求多多 >.<"'

还好这次
只是车伤了
人没事 :)

回到家跟妈咪讲的时候
她都吓到 >o<

所以讲...

驾车

真的不是开玩笑。

The Start of Something New in My Life!!

06.06.2011 [Mon]

Yeaaa =)
As u can see,
Something new in my life is STARTED!!

College Life,
Finally appeared in my real life.
And it's the time, For me to make more new friends,
For me to learn new stuff,
For me to fight for my FUTURE!!

I know,
I've late for 1 year to step into college life. Of cause,
I'll feel nervous ><
But doesn't matter,
I believe,
I can handle it well!!




All the best to me!!
GaYao :))

A new beginning in my life...

You MADE My Day!!! :D

08.06.2011 [Wed]

Girlssss~~
You have MADE MY DAY!!! ♥

We're having a lot of fun in the k-room!
Muahahaa xD

Sang a lot of songssss :D
SYOK!!!! ^^

And the movie, X-MEN :))

NICE!!!
How long I've not been step in cinema..
Finally,
I watched movie! :))

I do enjoy the moment going out with you girlsss!!
We can chat non-stop,
laugh non-stop and crazy non-stop for a whole day!
Wheeeeeee ♥

I'm enjoy being myself in front of YOU girlsss...

Project SUCCEED!!

YES!

Busy for a whole day,

Finally...

The project is SUCCEED!!

Although is quite tired after the project,

But still,

We felt that it's worth :)
Because,

We DONE it!! :D

Now..

Let the photo tell u the story...LOL
Seriously,

I'm quite lazy to write xD

We're all in one family!! ♥

最后一天 =')

在童乐的最后1天了
感觉
有点舍不得...

不知不觉
在那里
也待了差不多1个月多
好快
就这样 1个月过去了

最后的那个拥抱
谢谢你 =)
可是拥抱过后
竟是百感交集的心情 =(

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今年的我
感觉就一直在换工
短短的半年内
就换了2份工
其实讲真的
我不喜欢这样
感觉上
我很没有交代
讨厌这样的自己 /.\

学生们
其实老师
很想你们..
你们
还记得我么..

IACT Orientation

30.05.2011 & 31.05.2011 [Mon&Tues]

Finally....

Orientation Day :)

Actually,

Nothing fun /.\

Just a very simple orientation.

We thought it will take a long time,

but not, few hours only.

And I took English Placement Test on the 1st day of orientation.

Can I said is QUITE HARD ><

But luckily, I still can answer it.

Hope can get into Communication English 103!!

I don't want 102 laaa~~~~ LOL

Met few new friends there,

they're so friendly! :D

Look forward-ing to my 1st class...

Said "HI!" to my college life :))